This is a long one. I had to anonymize all the names including some well-known persons (X.X., Y.Y., Z.Z. N.N. and W.W.), sorry about that. Markku From X Q: I am not a fan of yours, my grandaughter's other grandma is, her name is J.K., she is 47 yrs. old and is in love with you. She has told me - spiritually you two have been connecting of and on for around 10 years or more, that your spiritual form at first scared her, but then she got used to it, of course, this is only in the spiritual realm so, here goes, that X.X., had somehow hooked you two up, at one point, believe this or not, X.X. has been bothering her for a long time now, and regrets hooking you two up, and now wants her to marry him spiritually, but she has been told she will die, if she did ever, now I know this is true, because one night, she had spent the night at my house, and I saw X.X.'s head it looked like a movie projection on a white screen background, and I have felt his presence on occasion, around her, and since then in my own home, apparently she has a power within herself that X.X. does not, and wants. It took me a few years now to figure out if this is true or not, but from some own personal experiences, I now fully do believe it, X.X. uses highly technical cyber equipment to send his will or chaos magick, if you will. I have put a protection circle around her, and her son has asked me to help her, which understanding is the beginning, now that I do, changing from what was to what should be is now, this is why I'm writing you.it's a long story, but it's important.She claims that she wants to be with you and has been trying for a while, but X.X. keeps interfering, making her angry.She says that the few times you two do get together, there is an earthquake, that's you two making love, spiritually ,of course, she totally saves herself for you, does not be with any other man. How this all started: She had been practicing white magick with her then husband; R.G.,and he had talked her into doing this, from a group of people he had met on the beach, who practiced,what happened though, he got the money, and she got the curse, and the day she had filed for divorce, she had an almost fatal accident, to his surprise, she lived, it was after this, she became so very sensitive to X.X. He bothers her relentlessly, and to be honest that makes me mad, because, I don't know if you will agree, no matter how rich you are, you have no right to bother another human,especially for your own gain, there are laws of nature abut this, we believe.I don't know All about you spiritually from her, but somehow you, X.X., and her have connected in previous lives, she said X.X. and her was the Brass Age, and her name was N. She also feels some connection as Nostradamus, yes, despite the accident and what all has happened to her, there are very real things about what she is saying and I sense them to be true.I don't know if you have sensed anything about this, I certainly hope you are not X.X.'s friend because both I and her have lost all respect for the man, and we're both tired of his magic on her, and what I have been getting also. But I'm hoping you can help her, by either spiritually contacting her and setting her at eas, or writing, you can mail or, for now e-mail to me and I will mail it to her, she is moving soon, but I can't stand it the way it has been for the 6 years I've watched her suffer, and I hope a good end can come to this.YOU want to hear something , o.k.here goes; my and her share the same grandaughter, the baby's daddy is T.N., he has been bothered for a long time also, but doesn't really understand the circle he is in, or who all is in it, I do. o.k. He once lived with a woman in Los Angeles, as roomates, (but isn't fate funny, if you can call it fate, more likea set up) this same woman J.H. is and has been the current girlfriend of Y.Y., and this same J., and Y.Y. , have kept in touch regurarly with both my daughter, and the baby's daddy other woman he lives with - C.B. and he has a second child there.After my daughter had met T., suddenly out of no where, (BUT I KNOW HOW), they just knew, and wanted to stay close. They got hooked up with my daughter, and my relationship with my daughter has suffered ever since, they totally turned her head , to where she has cut me off now.This whole thing is so totally insane but real and wrong, so now there are 2 musicians that have negatively affected me and J. and our families lives.This is the part that hurts me the most, Y.Y. constantly gets information from his girlfriend, J., This J., even when my daughter was living here would spend hours on the phone and she still does this and wants to know everything about I and J.K.'s lives at all times, this J. and Y.Y. knows what time I pee, I'm not kidding, because I'm open and honest with my daughter all the time, she disagrees with me, because she is brainwashed by them, and uses logic, rather than sensing spiritually.I've totally lost any hope of a relationship withher and cannot see my grandaughter, and she's pregnant again, and I cannot share, Y.Y. has had J. ask about my husband-J. how he feels about my grandaughter, his, habits, etc. We have been in their grip for 6 years now. And Y.Y. visits with my daughter and grandaughter when she goes to J.'s house and he gets my grandaughter to call him DAA_DAA, I really hate that because the baby needs to know her real daddy, and then Y.Y.'s mother buys gifts and visits with my grandaughter, like she's grandma, that really boils my blood. Believe me I hurt. I guess or hope you understand why I would write to you, see, Y.Y. once lived with X.X. with his mother, he once was his hero, he has learned from the master so to say, I don't honestly know, but I feel they still visit and such.I have done much recently to break any spells that may have been put on any of us, and have created protection for us, I believe them to be working, because J.K. said X.X. recently told her, he can't stand it, so I'm assuming he feels he may be losing control, and for Y.Y. the same thing I have not sent any negativity their way, that is not in my nature, or any of us, we all have respect for Mother Earth, THe four Elements, The Nature, and its inhabitants, I only blocked any negativity being sent our way, and have broken any negative spells.I don't know what I'm asking honestly, Whatever you can come up with, would be great, maybe just being aware, will help, who knows, this will provide answers to something that has been bothering you too? You may not have even been aware.I know that J. thinks you are good in every way,and that's good for her, She sees you as her white knight, going to save her, who knows, spiritually maybe this is true.This is my first computer ever, and she 's having look up up anything I can find on you , she has your C.D. Hanoi Rocks, and she memorizes the words, she said Y.Y.'s friend Z.Z., I believe it was, wrote a song for you and her, called XXXXXX., or maybe it was N.N., she said I think, that you and N.N. were also connected at one time.I have personally been extremely bothered by Y.Y. up until recently, it and I even believe X.X. has been stopped too. This may sound crazy to you, but I believe both X.X. and Y.Y. and N.N. have sold their souls for fame.I believe X.X. and Y.Y. to call upon ancient powers, for their own wills, which is wrong especially when it is bothering other humans. I wish all of it to stop. It may have I don't know, its only been still now for 2 days, so I will see soon enough, Y.Y. I believe, wants to know my power and information source and to keep I and J. at bay so he can try and get power from our families, and X.X. too for their own purpose, this is what its all about.I am a medium, natural born, I do have 3 Indian bloods in me, I too am very sensitive to energies, never been in an accident, J. is more so in certain ways, I hug trees, I can feel and be as one with nature, i can see and sense spirits in all forms for the most part, I just got back from a trip at Lassen National Park, I talked with many spirits there, and Mother Earth, she is sad, and so are all of nature, what man has done to her, and she is going to take the control back soon, with massive land changes in the inter mountain ranges, she can no longer exist with the cutting of the trees, the pollution, and the loss of vegetation, and the extinction of animals, and they've had to move down to lower elevations for food, and to survive. Sadly one of her friends had told both her and I that you were dead, I didn't know but J. never did believe it, apparently if I found you on this computer with questions to write, you must be alive she is very interested in your latest songs, especially the words, and what you,ve been doing lately, she sleeps and carry's your Hanoi Rocks C.D. in her purse, and she talks to you and thinks about you day and night. Seriously.She's absolutely crazy about you.My favorites are; Stevie Ray Vaughn, I know he's dead, I like his music, not so much his brother's Stevie had something special, Ilike Jimi Hendrix, LEd Zeppelin is in my heart and soul, I used to listen to I,II,III,IV,over and over again, I've been hurting for different reason's my entire life, usually from negative family (my Parents, and my ex's parents) or other people. I am a loner, so is J., her mother and her brother, talks down to her, just because of the accident, but you get her away from them, and she is so cool, she wears glasses sometimes, but she has the most beautiful eyes, because of the accident she's on disability or something like that, but I wish she could live with me, because I would doll her up she could be a knock out in proper dress., I guess at one time, she had been, because T.'s father supposedly looks exactly like him and he is super good looking, and apparently came from a highly deucated and old money family , when she had lived there in Calif. and her second husband, R.G., was not all good looking , but with getting the money, he makes a lot now, but rips of his own son, which is her other son also, J. had 2 more children by R., B. and J., this guy has money now, but is evil to his family and he absolutely hates T. was very mean to him even recent ly.And even more weird, is he stays in constant contact with T.'s current woman, C. too, I guess she is or was a an accountant for Stars such as W.W.? in some capacity who knows if this is true,but she has money in her family too,I believe this is the hold she has on T., big mistake for him, I heard once, this C., had dated other bands Members, one called the blue ???? and it was the drummer, and this other member hadtold the old member of T.'s old band (He's had many since) ..., they should get back together, they are good as a group, not seperately. anyway warned to stay away from C., a black widow , that she had caused that drummer to go to a psychiatric hospital for a while, she loves control, and having a toyboy, she is older than i am, I"m 38.and T. is only 28.But they have this child now, they had a fake wedding, held the wedding, but did not send in no license. How crazy, I guess to impress some family, and C. totally puts Down him and his family, which is wrong.I absolutely adore J., and T. is good, but he should come and see his own daughter, it is wrong of him to only devote himself to his other baby, my grandaughter needs him. LOt of pain we are all suffering. Finding answers and releasing the bonds will end it the truth will always set you free.Weird story huh, but that's our families realities. I won't bother you again, just thought it would be good, to write you once of these matters. J.'s current address is J.K. ........... after that you can write in care of her mom, at ........... she will have moved sometime soon. She's going to write me with the address then. I am at ............. my e- mail address is ......... , please DO NOT give my address or e-mail addrees to any other human. Thank you, note, J. has no idea I'm writing to you or that I'm telling you this. She would be angry if she knew I have, she likes her business staying her business and she's totally in love with you, so it really would anger her a lot, but i have because I'm hoping for this to be an avenue of clearing her and my suffering maybe just by you knowing, I don't know, i just feel it may help.It was a thought.I've never even heard one of your songs, I never even knew you existed until I knew her, I've heard about you regularly since from her every time I talk to her.Good luck and thank you for your time in reading this very long story. BYE! M: So... What was the question again?